i feel so hurt.........how can she say tat?i always thought that she doesnt really like to hurt people's feeling.....senior somemore.......not only did she hurt my feeling,(which doesnt really matter),she embarrased me.jus when the sec 2s are goin to accept me,talk to me.and....she jus embarrased me in front of the basketball team.now wad r they gonna think 'bout me?i felt too sad and cried lah.dunno y am i suddenly so weak.i don cry last time when i encounter this type of matter.well,today's training wasn't tough.only for some peeps who need to play but the rest jus sit outside.poor eveline.the whole activity rite,she was sittin outside same as me.i can see tat she is quite sad coz coach didnt call her up to play throughout the whole thing.coach was angry wiv us though.for our efforts, attitude and all.then amanda told us to sit in circle and talk about the problems.she cried lah poor gal.then jarene,phyllis etc said something too.jarene asked some of us if we wanna be in the team.including me.before i can reply,she said (about like tat lah)'u too lazy to change cca rite?don wanna be in the school team rite?then u can go.i aso don tink coach will want u to be in the team.i aso.i don welcome u'.then i,was too shocked to reply her properly .so i forced a smile and nodded.i don want to cry in front of others so i beared.lucky got nima lor.she comforted me when i cried and said something else more.LUV YA NIMA!but i don hate jarene.its my fault tat i didnt tell her properly.must clarify wiv her.nima said she was goin to help me. but last time i really don like bball.now like.and coach already asked a lot of times who don like bball.i didnt raise my hand wad......i wanna hav courage ....dun ask y coz its a personal thingsy and i feel tat i should need it.
anyway,went to 138 bball court wiv kelly and alicia.xin ting cant come(now is her turn cannot come.haizz......)still dunno when can go escape wiv them...bye |
