| okay.i thought about it and figured tat perhaps my kpoish characteristics might hurt someone else feelings.but,its becoz i am curious in almost everything when people don include me.and when i ask them they will find me annoying.well,but i still feel tat gossiping really reallly is more annoying.'u know tat somebody is gossiping about u but must try to ignore it which is quite hard and it becomes worse when the people spreads it and suddenly u become a loner except if u hav a vry close fren.well,the feelings tat u encounter is most probably hatred,anger ,sadness and sometimes frustrated/confused.i know these coz i am goin through it now.in bball.those f***ing bitches jus say bad things about me.well,first,cos i am annoying.second,i am lousy in bball.and to think i tried to help and concern them in many ways.this is all i get from them.i hate them but i cant express it out.i lousy in bball cos before i join the cca,i like only touch/play bball for only 2 times!and wads more,i got into tat cca unwillingly.those people are heartless.i need time to improve one okay....think wad,i super woman ar.si bei angry one ley.aso coz me to be annoyed so still the same rite?ANNOYING.but mine doesnt hurt peeps feelings so can can .i dunno y so many people like u all....i jus wonder.... |
