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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
in com lab again.
got bored of researching.
haven even do 1/10 of the project yet.
sigh....
ms chia ar ms chia...
can't u just let us off????????
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 3:17 PM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Well,i'm relaxing myself in the com lab now...
and HAPPY B'AY MARISSA!!!woah,yesterday was ms Ezan's b'day

oh yeah,today me pris and shama are crazy.
we tickled each other like siao and we messed around during the last few periods.
feel like putting pics but its in school so cant. =(
sad but doesn't matter.
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 2:53 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009








i lost weight by running for the the past few months and gained weight in 3 days just by eating cakes.
but then,i'm not going to do what some ppl do---diet.
no way am i gonna do that!

Well,anyway.lots of homework din complete yet and here i am typing away....
stayed back for IT.fun.3 of us took some photos.i was wearing a cap larh so i looked like a boy.

HAPPY B'DAY MS EZAN!!
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:16 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
k.
the comment for oral was:
reading was perfect.
pic discussion and conversation was ok.NEED MORE PRACTICE.

well.ms chia kinda flared up during art again.called us garbage.
and she gave us piles of homework to do.
8-9 long powerpoints and reflections.
w.t.h.
so is like we would be spending our time to do art homework instead of studying for the upcoming exams??i've gotta complain to ms martens.and its not like i can use the com whenever i can.that freak of nature.
i feel like pitying her sometimes and killing her at other times.
wasted my weekend slacking.
WHEN CAN I EVER STUDY??????
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 5:36 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
dots.oral tmr.im dead.really dead.
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 5:59 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
i cant stop lying to myself.never.but i cant hate myself from lying to myself too.
i need help.i desperately need help.
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 8:55 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
ran for abt 12 min plus for the 2.4?
was actually the second(of sports.not whole level),but hazel,charllene and another gal passed me so i became the....5th?
and with others around.top ten is impossible.
what makes me have butterflies most is that i missed the 12 minutes target set by coach.ARGH!!!
oh yeah,and 2 peeps fainted.one is my senior(she chionged and i think fell down 3 times too..poor gal...the results would be unfair then...) and another one is don't know who.

my panda eyes getting darker and darker.
meaning my insomnia getting worse.lol---as in lame oh lame.
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:12 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
TADAA!!!!!
tmr would be the sporty 2.4 km run!!!!whopee!!!!!
yeah right.as if.
i want to train for it today.---as in this morning.but was too lazy to do so.
lazy bug lazy bug.
well,14 more days to mye!din't know it was so near till now.
but i still don't study.
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:06 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
quite boring today.
tmr going wiv nima to library.
hope to stay there till late becoz got aircon.
had a nap of around 2 hours today so cant sleep now.
freakin sweaty when i woke up.i slept on the floor somemore.
still have to iron clothes.haiz...
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:37 PM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
my mom just got home from china,then go to msia again.
sad sad larh.
but nvr mind!it doesn't really matter.its 2 days only..

anyway.nxt week no trainin.whopee!!
[bro is bothering me.screaming while typing this]
i am trying to lie to myself that exam is a long way ahead.
and i believed it.
thats why i'm not studying.
16 more days.i shall wait.
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 5:25 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
i'm extremely lethargic today.
my eyes just couldn't really open.
then before basketball i dont even have the strength to stand.
then reached home already 7+.do housework all that 9+.damn lot of things to do coz my mom coming home.thats what makes my mind a bit bit livlier =)
now then i bathe finish.
eyes are closing but i trying to keep them open because i still have other houseworks to do.....my brother no help at all.
sweep the floor like nvr sweep.mop the floor like drawing talisman.
i'm pissed off at him!
but nvr mind....i shall keep cool....
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:53 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
had 5 items NAPFA today.
do incline pull ups until handpain.
i think i get 'A' for all.i suppose.the only thing i worry now is the 2.4km run.
AND.my exams.

the art tmr?gosh,we are going to be screwed.thats y i don feel like being a leader.
i feel that ms chia is nice,but the way she scolds us makes me irritated,no sense of fear or embarrassment(mind my spelling if its wrong) at all.
its all because of her voice and the style she talks.

now,i shall have to prepare for art and the torturous training tmr.
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:30 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
had 3 new drills today.
exhausted!came back quite late.
male coach officially take over us.i cant imagine wads gonna happen in my later years in sac after i had a try of today's drill.argh!
and i am very depressed coz i cant go for sports trip as its extremely expensive.
wth,last year was msia and i din get to go as its also expensive.BOOHOO!!my life would be full of regrets.....
tmr got 5 items for napfa but mr poh din even let us try out once,whats more is that i so long nvr do push up so donno whether pull up can do or not...
standing broad jump is a sure fail.

also got drama test.these few days are effing irrritating
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:20 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
today's match sucked.
we had a chance of winning at first but then started to slack.
also,the two 'star' players were filed out so we became worse.
i was a blur sotong in the court.
and i kenna scratched.got blister.
*sigh*
after match went to inter with danni.
ate and shop then go home.
itchiness came back.
3 weeks time to MYE!!!i guess i wouldn't have time to study,coz i nvr will have the mood to study....
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:02 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
okeez....
tmr is the last match so every one jia you jia you!!!!!
after that,is mye !jia you jia you!
seniors having 'o' and 'n' levels.i dont know when but again.jia you jia you!
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:40 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
i dreamt that tmr was 'easter monday' and we dont have to go to school.
was happy then.but when i woke up. i wasnt happy since its not true.
"be home and watch tv"says my bro.
i wonder why as instead of saying he was singing.
i am being random.

nxt week is going to be the week of projects.
but then they were given quite long ago.
i hate projects.take up so much time.this is why i am not into them now as last year.
i have to prepare for mye.my mood became an obstacle to overcome.till now,i have not tried hard yet to cross it.when shall it be?
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 4:54 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
im trying to delay the time i should start my caj.delayed for the first 5 hours already.i just don wanna start doing.feel that its useless and troublesome.
its raining its pouring
im like bullying my cousin on msn..
she stupid larh!
but its fun.. haha bye!
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 3:30 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
i should be busy doing housework today coz mum not home.
but i declared today as an 'off' day from the 10 days lol.since its good friday?
still,i have to cook.wth.but its easy coz its spaghetti and maggi mee!all my favourites!yumyum!
haven wash clothes yet...think i should?
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 6:05 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
wth.
missing my mommy.mommymommymommymommy
heng not my whole family if not i die.
but i only woman in the house leh...
so awkward....

anyway,today maths tutorial i was the only one there.faithful?
so only me and mdm chan.
it was good~~~peaceful and quiter than we had normally =)can learn more.
after a while sonia came in and began talking VERY loudly abt twilight and all.
and because its infront of mdm chan,if not i wld have ignored her.

no bball tmr
cant replace ez-link card since its public holiday..boohoo
anyone care to go library with me tmr?
i effing bored now.despite saying to myself that i must study.
what for?i'm wasting my time since nth went in!!!
yesterday i got a whole bunch of basketballers-seniors juniors-all got tgther to help me do one freaking maths question.
they do do do .no use.the rest come no use.
until nima come then got use.but she teach me until i cry.
sheez~~~~i need a maths buddy..be it a junior or a senior.
i wonder if i should be more optimistic than now.
should i?
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:12 PM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
yesterday we had cat poo n pee in the class.
me n lauren became cleaners and cleaned it.it stinks manx!stupid cat for doing its buisness there and stupid us for not closing the windows.

got back my maths standardised assignment.9/20.bad heh,have to go for tutorial.
science graded assignment-12/20.so so but at least pass.

i already starting to miss my mother liao even when she haven leave yet.
she going china for 10 days!!!!10 days leh!!!i bet its more than 10 even though she said that and still haven add the days she wld be going to stay in msia....
tmr match against bedok green.not much confidence we can win.they play against ngee ann and it was quite good.
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 5:03 PM
Sunday, April 5, 2009





i made someone hurt.
but its no use saying sorry.
i wont know how to apologize.
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 3:25 PM
i know a sorry doesnt change a thing.
i know and i can feel it myself that i am kind of taking our friendship for granted.
and i suppose u are VERY angry with me now?
and u dont want me to be with pris too much?
but pls know this.when i feel that this friendship is a need,i will try my very best to remain in the 'good frens'relationship.
i will not give away my other friendship for urs.
and,u are STILL in my list of good friends.
pls dont spoil it.
i really am trying my best to control it,spend my time with u all that except for times when i really cant.

p.s.
its starting to deteriorate
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 2:48 PM
Friday, April 3, 2009


im a wanted person
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:19 PM
had match with anglican today.
lost badly but dont really feel sad.
felt more sad for my science.
gosh!cant believe my studies deprove so much..
wads more,my highly intelligent bro became obsessed with computer and card games so his studies also deprove.
i feel so guilty for making my parents sad(even though they din show out)
as the eldest,i wan to make them happy,but wad shld i do??i hav no mood! even if i force myself,it wld be useless.
i gurantee.
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 9:00 PM
Thursday, April 2, 2009
HAPPY LATE-BY-ONE-DAY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!!!!
yesterday no internet so cant blog...
then adeline kind of angry with me for not sitting with her when can change place.
dots.im sry but i dont wanna.now i mean.n i really cant remember wad i had told u.sry again.
sigh ,
today i decided to study extremely hard !!!!
coz when i was doing the maths test my mind was blank and i dont know how to do.
i felt so depressed larh.
then dunno y i cried....
i just dont know how to study!
SOMEONE TEACH ME!!!!!
i think its because no one force me to study so i got no mood.
BUT IT JUST ISNT RITE!!!!
calm down gal,u will do it.
i know u will....
anyone,anybody.
can u threaten me to study?
(radioactive mantou) ♥ 5:06 PM
'bout her....
the Past
Lovely people on earth...
the words of peace...perhaps? >_<
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