im happy,im sad

2009-10-20T11:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE!!!!!!!!!
but we made you sad.
we made your phone got confiscated and IT'S OUR FAULT(me and danni)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
adeline, we are so sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry and infiniti times more.......
din mean it, we din see mrs joseph coming.
worst.its your b'day.
i'm sorry.Really.

2009-09-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

so damn fun today!!!
wore a dress to class pool party.
been years since i wore a dress.
the security guard there was annoying."cannot do this. cannot do that."
went melaka to see 'shen yi'
my mom was hammered on her feet.bruises everywhere.she cried like hell.i cried for her too.who can bear to see their own mother crying till this state?
my father was like laughing and bearing the pain at the same time.
my bro and me weren't touched by the sinseh.
so lucky =)
and, I FAILED MY ENGLISH!!! THE MOST IMPORTANT SUBJECT!!!
i'm going to NA soon...i'm dead meat

2009-09-01T13:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love you lots!!
anyway,
went back to pri school yesterday.
met all my friends =)
most of us changed.as in ppearance.just like me.
heng ar ~~ our friendship was still the same as before ^^
mr kong doesn't seem to recognise me.maybe i changed too much.but nvr mind.
the rest still recognise me YAY!

2009-08-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

its different.really different.
from what i thought.
yep. all these,
i know i'm gonna lose out.

but i want to go on....
with or without you.
i'm trying to be independant.
so stop protecting me.
let me learn.
and later on,
i shall show you how capable i am.

2009-08-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

gosh!
people say that my face getting paler and saggier...
too much stress.
but don worry PANG WEI MIN, everything is going to pass.
sooner or later.
and.
i love my mom and dad and bro and ade and danni and idahyu and lots and lots of ppl.

2009-08-24T21:47:00.002+08:00

i got 29/40 for science =(
43/50 for chinese =)
20/32 for maths =|
and i have cough running/blocking nose...which REALLY affects my sleep -_-

2009-08-18T20:08:00.002+08:00

GONE!my marks are gone....i am sooo sad =(
i cant believe it.why am i always so careless?why?why?why?
damn it!

*sigh*anyway,me ade and danni di a blog.its not ok yet so ...yea.
busy nowadays

2009-08-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

sigh,
exams coming le...
tomorrow got bball again!!!
projects projects again.in the period of exams some more.....
ARGH!!!

2009-08-06T15:24:00.001+08:00

me and adeline are in com lab now.
maths.yeah.maths.yeah.random.yeah.
adeline adeline adeline adeline adeline.she wants me to post her name

2009-08-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me~~yesterday.
Happy Birthday to me~~yesterday.
anyways,got loads of greetings,a pen,a cute small pot and pan,a bottle opener(by nima with her card that says i have to preserve it till i die),a cute monkey key/handphone chain which can speak!a recipe book and LOTS of birthday BASHES.damn it.coz of shannon....
haha =)thank you ppl!u made me feel that i'm not forgotten!muax muax muax >_<

2009-07-31T21:32:00.002+08:00

just argued with my mom an hour ago.arged abt houseworks.
my heart feels so guilty now....
anyway,ppl wld be coming to take pics of the house.coz we are selling it.
and i have to wake up early to clean the house!?!?!
sad sad sad now...
bball today was average.
we are damn slack now.
REASON:H1N1
haha,so many 'nows'
2 days more to my birthday!!!!yay...
i want an oven!so i can bake and bake and bake!!!!
but alas,i know it wouldn't come true...

2009-07-25T15:16:00.001+08:00

cant find the pics!

2009-07-24T13:01:00.002+08:00

hah.i'm in the com lab nw.free time.
actually wanted to go the workshop but many ppl opted to stay in the lab so.....
i wanted to post photos but it's still lesson time haiz....

yesterday day went to danni's home.not that kind of home but the kind of home where there are a lot of children,but there is only from kindergarden to primary school.SO NOT CUTE.vbut we went to bake birthday cake only. a first time thing,the thing went ok-ly.and toni is like obsesing abt dance now?

2009-07-22T20:37:00.002+08:00

my life passed on very blurrily.
project works were still stuck at a point and reaching no further.
lessons starting to get borier
my house suddenly popped out 2 new phones and charges are everywhere in MY room now....
i'm gonna bake tmr =)too ba ade cant go hahas.
also,i wish all peeps taking o'levels all the best!
and there is no tsunami today!and i'm gonna watch the eclipse....

2009-07-17T15:52:00.003+08:00

this whole week was boring.
extremely boring.
and i can smell some shit smell now.no one in my room and i din fart.
probably some elephant downstairs farted and the fragance floated up to let me enjoy.

and the news that makes me SHIVERS:
we have training nxt week =(

2009-07-14T17:21:00.002+08:00

common test coming soon,i still pass my days writing notes,chit chat,slack all that....and i still havent celebrated xin oh's bday!
H1N1 made us hav no training so quite free now.
i dont like my new english teacher i ok with my new maths teacher.
and i think i have some friendship probs with my classmates,FOR NO REASON.but i'm getting closer to adeline.further from the rest.even danni.ppl seem to avoid me

2009-07-01T20:43:00.002+08:00

school was ok.
and i found out that nima can be a maths tuition teacher(though she slaps me whenever i cant think) ,adeline can be an author(i 'm gonna type her story out and publish it!the story she wrote damn nice kay!!!and she wrote when she was 12?her english.i can say.its awesome.)
anyways,today and yesterday was a happy day.
maybe bcoz i had a lot of laughter .thats a good sign rite?
and just now,i'm so touched by my father's action.HE'S THE BEST FATHER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!bcoz my room door was suddenly locked for no reasons and there wasn't a key.so after lots of knocking on the knob,he decided to climb through the window(i stay on the second floor).well,he had a vry long ladder on his lorry so its so great? but i was gonna die.what if he falls and die?i dont want that and i kept persuading him not to.but it was nothing and he continued with him.the ladder was shaking.meaning his leg was geting wobbly.erm...maybe some of the shaking was from me.i was trembling thats why.nevertheless,it's so GOOD tat he is safe and i had my room unlock.feel like crying =(
oh also,ms seow's BACK!and i wonder where ms loh went.kinda missed her.

2009-06-20T14:40:00.001+08:00

i love this ecard ^^
and this too!

2009-06-18T14:36:00.005+08:00

the weeks of holiday flew by going to chalets.
just went to bball chalet yesterday and it was pathetic.but quite fun.
i love to bbq satay =)
guess i could do a part time job ^^ with lauren...

2009-06-07T15:18:00.002+08:00

in msia cuz's house now.
pretty boring at first but after watching a movie it changed.
i will miss my brother,who went to my grandma there until like end of holiday?
meaning i would be alone almost all the time in the house.i HATE that.

2009-06-01T21:14:00.001+08:00

camp corri was g.r.e.a.t
the instructor was okayyy.
and when i got back home,i super tired.
but i still went for the family day tingy at s'pore flyer.NO WAY was i going to miss that.(well,that was b4 i sat on the flyer)changed my mind to:YES WAY i'm gonna miss that chance coz it was pretty boring. like -.-
oh yeah,i spent a great deal of time washing my mud clothes from camp corri today.and it isn't even clean yet.
gave up and i shall continue tmr.yep.i think i'm gonna do that

2009-05-25T20:24:00.004+08:00

WOAH!!!
since when did i not blog???blame the internet connection.
well,these days a lot of things happened and i went to the YOG centre,ITE college east and others.
celebrated breast cancer day by wearing pink,today had cyberwellness lesson which was nuetral,hitted male jiao lian lots of time with the ball(accidents),got scolded by female jiao lian and lectured by danni when i was damn moody and confused so i shouted at her.
knew that i was in the wrong but just couldn't control.sorry danni. =(
there were lots and lots and lots and lots of other matters that i wanted to voice out.but,due to my mental blockage,it faded away RAPIDLY.

and yeah!I AM SO SO SO EAGER FOR THE CAMP CORRI THIS WEEK!!!!

oh and this!nima was persuading me to go for tuition so i can improve my studies.her words kinda make me really want to enroll into one.think i should?

2009-05-20T12:17:00.001+08:00

failed my literature
the rest passed.\
well,mostly by boderline....
be sad?
nah.sad for having training.

2009-05-20T12:03:00.002+08:00

hell loads of days passed before i can blog.AT LAST!
no internet nowadays thats y.
i've got pics to post but i'm in school now so.....
no pics now.
i wont have any pics until years later when i have a broadband.
c.o.o.l.
im being random.
anyways,bought a friendship band with ade.
quite ex but still.
going to have photo taking(bball)later.yesterday was class.
forgot all the things i wanted to post previously
oh yeah!
i remembered some..
so.i went to white sands with ade.(1st time).wa wanted to take neoprint but we were wearing school u so cant.so trotted into the library.
watching 'chucky' wiv ade and shalini now.so SCARY!!!!!

2009-05-13T10:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BDAY BRO!!!!LOVE YA!!!!
oh,and also HAPPY LATE BDAY XIN'OH!!!!!LOVE YA TOO!!!!

2009-05-11T16:03:00.005+08:00

a cool pair of magnectic pens.(ishouldn't say its cool,shld be cute.but i say its cool coz its magnetic?)
my mom and dad

these few days i was in expo nodding off...i was praying thats why.
also meaning i missed moher's day.gave mom flowers i bought there.
i shopped for a few things (there was a charity sale or something there?)
and bought a few pens.
around 11 to 13.i think.
that also means my savings,due to buying and donating,decreased to less than $10.
my hard saved money....

2009-05-06T21:50:00.002+08:00

then this is my cactus who shrinked to death due to my lack of watering...so sorry....din mean it....

and also my stupid brother in my room--snatching away my workplace.thats why i decided to take pics of my cactuses..my proof!

2009-05-06T21:43:00.002+08:00

these are the some of the pics i took when i went to msia last weekend.
its the kind of latex glove and we blew it into balloons...quite fun!

2009-05-04T20:54:00.002+08:00

i'm just getting fatter and fatter by the day...
my muscles turn into fats
i eat lots and lots of cakes.
and i don't run now.
ooh yeah...
MY COUSIN'S GOT A BOYFRIEND!!!!HAHA!!!!
i cant believe it!!!
to honour her,i shall wear a dress on her wedding day...
well,thats kinda far reached.

anyway,im dead for today's el paper.
supposed to write 200 words and above for letter writing.i guess i wrote less than 150.or even lesser than 100. =(

2009-04-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

in com lab again.
got bored of researching.
haven even do 1/10 of the project yet.
sigh....
ms chia ar ms chia...
can't u just let us off????????

2009-04-28T14:53:00.002+08:00

Well,i'm relaxing myself in the com lab now...
and HAPPY B'AY MARISSA!!!woah,yesterday was ms Ezan's b'day

oh yeah,today me pris and shama are crazy.
we tickled each other like siao and we messed around during the last few periods.
feel like putting pics but its in school so cant. =(
sad but doesn't matter.

2009-04-27T21:16:00.003+08:00

i lost weight by running for the the past few months and gained weight in 3 days just by eating cakes.
but then,i'm not going to do what some ppl do---diet.
no way am i gonna do that!

Well,anyway.lots of homework din complete yet and here i am typing away....
stayed back for IT.fun.3 of us took some photos.i was wearing a cap larh so i looked like a boy.

HAPPY B'DAY MS EZAN!!

2009-04-26T17:36:00.002+08:00

k.
the comment for oral was:
reading was perfect.
pic discussion and conversation was ok.NEED MORE PRACTICE.

well.ms chia kinda flared up during art again.called us garbage.
and she gave us piles of homework to do.
8-9 long powerpoints and reflections.
w.t.h.
so is like we would be spending our time to do art homework instead of studying for the upcoming exams??i've gotta complain to ms martens.and its not like i can use the com whenever i can.that freak of nature.
i feel like pitying her sometimes and killing her at other times.
wasted my weekend slacking.
WHEN CAN I EVER STUDY??????

2009-04-23T17:59:00.000+08:00

dots.oral tmr.im dead.really dead.

2009-04-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

i cant stop lying to myself.never.but i cant hate myself from lying to myself too.
i need help.i desperately need help.

2009-04-21T21:12:00.002+08:00

ran for abt 12 min plus for the 2.4?
was actually the second(of sports.not whole level),but hazel,charllene and another gal passed me so i became the....5th?
and with others around.top ten is impossible.
what makes me have butterflies most is that i missed the 12 minutes target set by coach.ARGH!!!
oh yeah,and 2 peeps fainted.one is my senior(she chionged and i think fell down 3 times too..poor gal...the results would be unfair then...) and another one is don't know who.

my panda eyes getting darker and darker.
meaning my insomnia getting worse.lol---as in lame oh lame.

2009-04-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

TADAA!!!!!
tmr would be the sporty 2.4 km run!!!!whopee!!!!!
yeah right.as if.
i want to train for it today.---as in this morning.but was too lazy to do so.
lazy bug lazy bug.
well,14 more days to mye!din't know it was so near till now.
but i still don't study.

2009-04-19T21:37:00.002+08:00

quite boring today.
tmr going wiv nima to library.
hope to stay there till late becoz got aircon.
had a nap of around 2 hours today so cant sleep now.
freakin sweaty when i woke up.i slept on the floor somemore.
still have to iron clothes.haiz...

2009-04-18T17:25:00.002+08:00

my mom just got home from china,then go to msia again.
sad sad larh.
but nvr mind!it doesn't really matter.its 2 days only..

anyway.nxt week no trainin.whopee!!
[bro is bothering me.screaming while typing this]
i am trying to lie to myself that exam is a long way ahead.
and i believed it.
thats why i'm not studying.
16 more days.i shall wait.

2009-04-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

i'm extremely lethargic today.
my eyes just couldn't really open.
then before basketball i dont even have the strength to stand.
then reached home already 7+.do housework all that 9+.damn lot of things to do coz my mom coming home.thats what makes my mind a bit bit livlier =)
now then i bathe finish.
eyes are closing but i trying to keep them open because i still have other houseworks to do.....my brother no help at all.
sweep the floor like nvr sweep.mop the floor like drawing talisman.
i'm pissed off at him!
but nvr mind....i shall keep cool....

2009-04-16T21:30:00.003+08:00

had 5 items NAPFA today.
do incline pull ups until handpain.
i think i get 'A' for all.i suppose.the only thing i worry now is the 2.4km run.
AND.my exams.

the art tmr?gosh,we are going to be screwed.thats y i don feel like being a leader.
i feel that ms chia is nice,but the way she scolds us makes me irritated,no sense of fear or embarrassment(mind my spelling if its wrong) at all.
its all because of her voice and the style she talks.

now,i shall have to prepare for art and the torturous training tmr.

2009-04-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

had 3 new drills today.
exhausted!came back quite late.
male coach officially take over us.i cant imagine wads gonna happen in my later years in sac after i had a try of today's drill.argh!
and i am very depressed coz i cant go for sports trip as its extremely expensive.
wth,last year was msia and i din get to go as its also expensive.BOOHOO!!my life would be full of regrets.....
tmr got 5 items for napfa but mr poh din even let us try out once,whats more is that i so long nvr do push up so donno whether pull up can do or not...
standing broad jump is a sure fail.

also got drama test.these few days are effing irrritating

2009-04-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

today's match sucked.
we had a chance of winning at first but then started to slack.
also,the two 'star' players were filed out so we became worse.
i was a blur sotong in the court.
and i kenna scratched.got blister.
*sigh*
after match went to inter with danni.
ate and shop then go home.
itchiness came back.
3 weeks time to MYE!!!i guess i wouldn't have time to study,coz i nvr will have the mood to study....

2009-04-13T21:40:00.002+08:00

okeez....
tmr is the last match so every one jia you jia you!!!!!
after that,is mye !jia you jia you!
seniors having 'o' and 'n' levels.i dont know when but again.jia you jia you!

2009-04-12T16:54:00.003+08:00

i dreamt that tmr was 'easter monday' and we dont have to go to school.
was happy then.but when i woke up. i wasnt happy since its not true.
"be home and watch tv"says my bro.
i wonder why as instead of saying he was singing.
i am being random.

nxt week is going to be the week of projects.
but then they were given quite long ago.
i hate projects.take up so much time.this is why i am not into them now as last year.
i have to prepare for mye.my mood became an obstacle to overcome.till now,i have not tried hard yet to cross it.when shall it be?

2009-04-11T15:30:00.002+08:00

im trying to delay the time i should start my caj.delayed for the first 5 hours already.i just don wanna start doing.feel that its useless and troublesome.
its raining its pouring
im like bullying my cousin on msn..
she stupid larh!
but its fun.. haha bye!

2009-04-10T18:05:00.002+08:00

i should be busy doing housework today coz mum not home.
but i declared today as an 'off' day from the 10 days lol.since its good friday?
still,i have to cook.wth.but its easy coz its spaghetti and maggi mee!all my favourites!yumyum!
haven wash clothes yet...think i should?

2009-04-09T21:12:00.003+08:00

wth.
missing my mommy.mommymommymommymommy
heng not my whole family if not i die.
but i only woman in the house leh...
so awkward....

anyway,today maths tutorial i was the only one there.faithful?
so only me and mdm chan.
it was good~~~peaceful and quiter than we had normally =)can learn more.
after a while sonia came in and began talking VERY loudly abt twilight and all.
and because its infront of mdm chan,if not i wld have ignored her.

no bball tmr
cant replace ez-link card since its public holiday..boohoo
anyone care to go library with me tmr?
i effing bored now.despite saying to myself that i must study.
what for?i'm wasting my time since nth went in!!!
yesterday i got a whole bunch of basketballers-seniors juniors-all got tgther to help me do one freaking maths question.
they do do do .no use.the rest come no use.
until nima come then got use.but she teach me until i cry.
sheez~~~~i need a maths buddy..be it a junior or a senior.
i wonder if i should be more optimistic than now.
should i?

2009-04-07T17:03:00.002+08:00

yesterday we had cat poo n pee in the class.
me n lauren became cleaners and cleaned it.it stinks manx!stupid cat for doing its buisness there and stupid us for not closing the windows.

got back my maths standardised assignment.9/20.bad heh,have to go for tutorial.
science graded assignment-12/20.so so but at least pass.

i already starting to miss my mother liao even when she haven leave yet.
she going china for 10 days!!!!10 days leh!!!i bet its more than 10 even though she said that and still haven add the days she wld be going to stay in msia....
tmr match against bedok green.not much confidence we can win.they play against ngee ann and it was quite good.

2009-04-05T15:25:00.001+08:00

i made someone hurt.
but its no use saying sorry.
i wont know how to apologize.

2009-04-05T14:48:00.002+08:00

i know a sorry doesnt change a thing.
i know and i can feel it myself that i am kind of taking our friendship for granted.
and i suppose u are VERY angry with me now?
and u dont want me to be with pris too much?
but pls know this.when i feel that this friendship is a need,i will try my very best to remain in the 'good frens'relationship.
i will not give away my other friendship for urs.
and,u are STILL in my list of good friends.
pls dont spoil it.
i really am trying my best to control it,spend my time with u all that except for times when i really cant.

p.s.
its starting to deteriorate

2009-04-03T21:19:00.000+08:00

im a wanted person

2009-04-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

had match with anglican today.
lost badly but dont really feel sad.
felt more sad for my science.
gosh!cant believe my studies deprove so much..
wads more,my highly intelligent bro became obsessed with computer and card games so his studies also deprove.
i feel so guilty for making my parents sad(even though they din show out)
as the eldest,i wan to make them happy,but wad shld i do??i hav no mood! even if i force myself,it wld be useless.
i gurantee.

2009-04-02T17:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY LATE-BY-ONE-DAY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!!!!
yesterday no internet so cant blog...
then adeline kind of angry with me for not sitting with her when can change place.
dots.im sry but i dont wanna.now i mean.n i really cant remember wad i had told u.sry again.
sigh ,
today i decided to study extremely hard !!!!
coz when i was doing the maths test my mind was blank and i dont know how to do.
i felt so depressed larh.
then dunno y i cried....
i just dont know how to study!
SOMEONE TEACH ME!!!!!
i think its because no one force me to study so i got no mood.
BUT IT JUST ISNT RITE!!!!
calm down gal,u will do it.
i know u will....
anyone,anybody.
can u threaten me to study?

2009-03-31T17:25:00.000+08:00

oh yeah!
priscilla is best friend ever!!!!
i LOVE PRISCILLA!!!
muaxmuaxmuax

2009-03-31T17:20:00.002+08:00

last weekend went back msia for 'qing ming'
yesterday was a bore
today was ok coz we get to skip class =)
because got match wiv bedok view
won them 57-14
but hey!i like their lots larh1
so friendly not like some other schools who look down on others....
my bro is now nagging
i cant seem to do my work.cant listen to teachers anymore.
just like wad lauren said
"people say the words go in then out of the ear but ours is never go in at all"

2009-03-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

yesterday's match was ok.
but we lost a freaking 5 points to them...
we could win...
but we threw away many balls.if we din throw them away,i guess we would win and give coach a pink paper insteadof a blue one....
*sigh*
but dont give up hope yet!
we still have 4 more games!
Buck up!

today training was soso
i was quite high at first but when coming to the end i became moody le...
went home frm skool at 7.
i forgot to bring home my ntbk so i don know wad hw we have so i appeared here blogging.
hope teacher doesnt scold!

2009-03-23T21:08:00.003+08:00

tmr got match.
i scared scared
though jiao lian told us to 'mental prepare',be calm
but my heart is already jumping up an down 200times/minute
even though i know i wont be playing much...
JIA YOU BAH!!

2009-03-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

i broke my record for changing 4 slippers/sandals in 3 months,
quality all lousy
but 2 is my mother pass down larh
so,
gotta get ready for tmr!!!!!!
school reopen.......

2009-03-21T13:59:00.002+08:00

sunday to wed,went to cameron highlands.
quite cold but it was fun with my family,5th aunt family and family friends.
rented a bus.the bus driver cold-blooded one.
anyway,yesterday they announced the team.
all sec 2s were in except for 2.
but i really hope they can get in coz they are good.
wel,at least better than me.
i would like to give up my place to them.if i can.
so,Congrats my friends and juniors who got in!
we are a team now...

p.s.
dear team,
u know how lousy i play and how freaked out i will be whenever i am on court.
i just wanna tell u to not give me that kind of glares and insults on court or before the match.
it really will make me emotional till i cant play at all.
i dont mind if u giv me those actions but pls do it after the matches.
i will thank u guys for that.
forgive my clumsiness and scold me after the match.
i really hope u wld consider this .
not only i get afffected,there are some of them who are affected too.
i wont say out but maybe u shld know.
thanks

2009-03-13T15:25:00.002+08:00

i going to malaysia again.
so i would be skippig training nxt wed =) =) =) =)
yesterday morning and afternoon,i ate at mac
this morning also.
keep seeing ying pei,jilyn and the seniors every single time.
during the mornings,they took taxi back to school.
actually this morning they said they are not going to take taxi de,but after me,shan yen and bryanne boarded the bus,we saw them in taxi waving very hilariously at us.
so funny ley they all!!
then i found out that i don have money left so i dint eat at mac during lunch today and until now i havent eat.
so hungry.....

2009-03-10T21:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED SHANYEN!!!!!!!!!!
we celebrated shanyen's b'day with a cake today!
quite fun larh
also,lauren broke her record of not running today!
and its becoz i influenced her.....
today the day was fun
but tmr.....i dont think so

2009-03-09T20:45:00.002+08:00

today super high larh
dunno why but suddenly went crazy
nima kept hitting me
she slapped me two times today
i chased her,got tired soon
anyway,training was cancelled.WEEPEE!!!!
something good happened today!
and i got 10/14 for history!
that might be lousy/ok to u but its gd to me!
then i went home.
fried egg.
feeling high again!

2009-03-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

my bro is freaking mad with me now.
reason:i use the computer first.
actions he did:screamed and shouted and howled and cried at me and shut down the computer(which takes time for me to switch on again)
i am just gonna use it for 30 minutes.
must he do this?

2009-03-06T15:08:00.003+08:00

now just finished the Ace training thingy.
the kind tutor let us have free time for ten minutes then we go le...
i damn happy lar!
but skip
265656565656565656
priscillia did tat.
annoying right?
nope.i don tink so.
anyway,as i was saying-
i can skip around 20 minutes of bball?
but it still did help and i would rather have lessons and get scolded by teachers than training.....

2009-03-04T21:12:00.003+08:00

today we ran alot but not so tired.
went home quite early.
the only thing that is boosting me is that tmr is the last week of school =D
ashley suddenly appeared today.
her hair style changed and i almost couldnt recgonise her...
the last year gd frens with ashley one hanged out with her the whole afternoon while i had trainin.
Ms Siao was there too!

2009-02-27T17:31:00.003+08:00

yesterday the maths paper seems like nonsnse to me coz i don even know wad they are talking about it.so pissed of.
after school,me and bryanne went to anglican watch match.it was raining snakes and leeches and cockroaches and frogs and slimes.
halfway there,we saw 4 or 5 other juniors.
so,
as a senior,
i have to lend them the only umbrella the whole grp has.
in the end when we got there,we were drenched.
all of them drenched from almost top to toe.
me?
well,
obviously i had better luck than them(coz the umbrella is mine),
i was drenched on one side of the body plus my bag only =)
but my shoe was freaking wet that till today it din dry -_-
on the nite,i got a mysterious msg from anonymous,
he (i asked that damn person for his identity for damn lot of times b4 he told me-Tony)
he sick larh,kept asking me whether i gal or boy(n i said male =) )
then the 1st msg says"can i to be ur slave queen?"
i was super freaked out ok.he kept telling me to punish him and he even said he wanted to kneel down to me.then i msged him until the 16th one then i say tmr then reply.
which i bet he probably forgotten.
Anyway,
todae was Canossain Saints' Day.
had a mass which had an interesting ending when we had arms on our best freinds shoulders and shouting some 'love'sentence to them =)
being let off at 11:35
but home at 3
the usual time i always was.....

2009-02-23T20:53:00.002+08:00

last friday the training was so jialat.
i was ok wiv it larh but vry guilty coz i keep missing the basket and had to do push ups.
sigh.....if only the seniors dont show out so big actions and emotions then i might not be so nervous ...tat day i almost cried out lah....sad sad
but the 2 days in msia perked me up =)
todae training was called off!i was so damn happy!!!
coz keep raining so called off .when we told mrs tay,it was still drizzling(tat was 3.15)then we started going home.(3.20,it stopped raining)it was sooo oo----------no idea how to say but u got it.i tink

2009-02-12T17:06:00.002+08:00

yesteray's training was so relaxing...
as in like no stress at all and we din have to run so much...
before warming down,we still had a massage session lor > < hahax
i hope training is like tat everytime but if like that we cannot snd team coz too slack le....
sigh...
nxt nxt wk common test le.....
and also ar,i keep seeing xin yu yiying and chloe one lez nowadays

2009-02-10T16:41:00.002+08:00

these few days are PERFECTLY boring.
and i cant remember the reason y i hav to think about camp corri..
also,
I WANT TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its just the 2nd month and we are already having test?????
i am very pissed off with this lah...
actually is the 2nd wk alredy got test...
i don understand why we shld have so many tests..
they think it will make us understand more?or they want to know how much we know?
but,i'm going to tell them that WE WOULD BE MORE STRESSED THAN EVER AND THEN WE WONT KNOW AS MUCH AS WE SHOULD COZ WE ARE STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-04T11:38:00.002+08:00

yesterday i had sore throat shouting at my brother.
i feel that he is getting more and more obsessed with computer games..
if i can control him,i suppose it would be better
but too bad too sad =(
anyway,later i might be skipping 30 minutes of bball for the lit tutorial
yay?
its optional but i think i would chose to be sitting in the class staring blankly at the board rather than running around the court.
anyway,yesterday my seniors had a match again and they won!!!!!!!!!
i feel so happy for them!
but i feel so scared for my own team...
i bet my seniors can go into the second finals already lor...or maybe they are playing the second finals now?
but compared to them,*sigh*my team ar,i guess we would have problem winning for two games lor..
if we win three games then i would really be happy ....
but then,lets be patient now...
the tournament hasnt even started yet......

2009-02-02T21:57:00.002+08:00

i ran damn lot today .
leg pain again.
anyway,the whole wk in msia was......fine
but it was quite boring coz lesser people are putting fireworks .
oh yeah,did i say before tat i had a twin in class?
lol.i was soo surprised.
also ar,tis few days got a lot of tests leh.
only the 1st month already got test(graded assignment actually)
some more i go msia so tat means i am to take 2 tests tmr ,perhaps
the lit was super duper difficult lor
4 qns i only did 2 and a half.
i m going to fail so badly...=(
but i not so depreesed coz almost the whole class din complete haha

2009-01-20T11:14:00.002+08:00

last sunday was kelly's b'day
but we four sisters celebrated on saturday
HAPPY B'DAY KAI'OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today is Liu LI's b'day
HAPPY B'DAY LIU LI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=) =) =)

2009-01-20T10:38:00.001+08:00

i am secretly bloggin now lor
IT lesson now
i don tink ui hav the chance to blog again....
anyway,nxt week chinese new year =)

2009-01-14T09:51:00.002+08:00

samaritan tan allowed us to do watever we want again.
yesterday our seniors were great!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they won Bedok Nth 44 to 35
anyway,i forgot to bring my towel And pe shirt,
im so fortunate coz danni had xtra shirt or else.......

2009-01-11T19:20:00.000+08:00

im fightin wiv my bro now.
anyway,today i mopped the floor with a different style.
the old way where people use a cloth and kneeled down to mop.
there is smthng wrong with the keypad.
my idiot bro lor.
play the ltf 2.
typing with difficulty now

2009-01-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

today training ended at 7+
i got home at 7:30
so hungry larhs
bryanne was having camp corri
i got some sip of the fruit punch the camp provided
lol i still tink bryanne vry cute =)

2009-01-06T13:45:00.002+08:00

I'm in school now =)
goody samaritan Tan allowed us to do watever we want.......
anyway,i'm hungry now!!!!!!!!!!
the school doesn't really have anything to eat now coz the uncle move liao...
yesterday i walked around the canteen for almost 20 min(after school) searching for food,i queued up in one line then later go away again to join another line.
u can ask lauren if u want
i found out today that almost ALL my teachers are bad =(
i dred coming to school now.....
coach coming back oday.
i scared tmr wad will happen for training
hope he's in a gd mood....
i tink he shld be coz he jus went back for holiday!
i wish gd luck for me seniors' draw.........for tournament

2009-01-04T13:04:00.002+08:00

i'm so bored lah....
my cousins all went back yesterday then the whole house left me and my bro only.....
my neck got tired
i wan go out with mie frens larh

2009-01-03T18:02:00.001+08:00

i think my bro is suddenly obsessed with james bond.he keeps taking out his toy gun and jus shoots around the whole house.
well,i don really mind
but,
he shoots at me whenever i am at his sight[it hurts manx] so this time i locked the door haha

2009-01-02T22:13:00.002+08:00

oohh...
today was the startin of the skool.
i was very energetic when i came to school
came to school and almost cried when i saw my frens...
cry cos we just met and we hav to seperate again
i promise tat i will go to the same class them nxt year.....3/9
so,......meaning i hav to study real hard!

back to the feelin energetic thingy,
well,but when the teachers started to talk about rules and values,i was bored to death.......
and wads more,
the first day of school we had training.
coach wasnt here so mrs tay and another senior[which graduated at 2007]coached us
i kinda liked the senior thouh she was quite strict.
haha!!
even though we had less break but i feel that i wasnt as tired as when coah coached us....
i wonder why?........
i tink because the atmosphere not so tense lor

2008-12-31T16:37:00.001+08:00

WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im waitin waitin waitin waitin waitin waitin!
for 2009..............
pls come faster!!!!!!!!!!
i wan skool to reopen faster....
i wanna meet my frens and confirm whether joyce really decided not to like twilight or not.....

2008-12-30T16:37:00.004+08:00

yesterday had trainin
it became one of the best trainin i like
but after doin the strenthening,my legs ached until now.
and,i was supposed to go to one of my senior's house for basketball gathering
but when i walked halfway to the meeting point,
i changed my mind coz i suddenly tot tat the things there would be things tat i cant eat so,yeah,i din go.
my mum and two aunts and my cousin's baby was there with me when i decided not to go so i ended up helpin to take care of the baby while they shop
it dint matter as the baby was CUTE!
now,
i am waiting for school to reopen......
FASTER!!!!

2008-12-25T18:09:00.001+08:00

jus watched twilight.
i bet joyce watched it on the 1st day it started....
it was quite nice....
i like it.....

2008-12-25T11:18:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!
i gave some kisses to my 3 sisters and now,here,im gonna giv these peeps some kisses!
>lynette MUAX!
>bernice MUAX!
>amanda hogan MUAX!
>hsin ning MUAX!
>praizel MUAX!
>carlene MUAX!
>yasmeen MUAX!
>namira MUAX!
>nima MUAX!
>lauren MUAX!
>beth MUAX!
>yujin MUAX!
>chaiying MUAX!
>jasmine MUAX!
>lynn MUAX!
and all my classmates,ex-classmates MUAX!
maybe to my schoolmates,team mates and seniors!
MUAX!
love u guys for helpig me all this years....
MUAX MUAX MUAX

2008-12-17T15:29:00.002+08:00

we won yesterday's friendly match
my cousin,diong hai jie is an idiot.
gd thing he doesnt really know wad it means.....
haha..so evil manx...coz he is jus beside me..
HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so reta- no,
i used too much "retarded" le.........

2008-12-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

well,Praizel told me to do this,so i did it!its kinda funny....i guess im gonna tag a lot of them....

RULES: Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear -person who tagged you-,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .
___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December -When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drinks - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Dear Praizel,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but i'm selling myself. I think I realized when i saw the shrunken head outside of Chicago and I saw you Carve your initials into The crazy monk. I'm sure you're Ashamed enough to understand How awful I've felt. I'm returning Your love letters to you, but I'll keep My common sense as a memory. You should also know that I Told in my confession today about The apartment building .
Greetings to your frog Leonard,
-WEIMANTOU

2008-12-11T14:40:00.001+08:00

i hope there wont be training on 22nd of december lor....
i wan go holiday one...................................
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

2008-12-09T15:22:00.002+08:00

had self training with nima shan yen and lauren this morning.
we were slacking .
after tat we went to have bubble tea.
i hate training but there is training tmr...
feel so sleepy but for mysterious reasons i cant fall asleep .tats why im here blogging.

2008-12-06T15:17:00.001+08:00

*sigh*
faster school reopen larh!!!!!!
so boring at home lor..........
faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster
aiyo,
faster lah!

2008-12-05T16:09:00.002+08:00

hais.....
hais....
my thoughts are:
yesterday i had trainig.
tmr im gonna have training.
i was delighted to hear that monday got no training.
haha...heehee....hoho...haha....heehee....hoho...
bein retarded again.
i want christmas and new year to come faster!!!!
i want skool faster reopen!!!!
[this is the first time i said i want the school to faster reopen]
i guess i am really retarded.
i tink i have been retarded for these few weeks so i have so many"retarded" words in those posts.
haha haha haha haha haha haha haha..................

2008-12-04T14:01:00.003+08:00

ate hell lot of spaghetti jus now for lunch and now my stomach is acting up....
argh.....
i kept thinking about wads going to happen for training,
yesterday's training was .....erm.....between okay and difficult?
but the seniors one was dificult.
i jus wonder why the coaches like to see us suffer
and
there is one thing i hate especially...
yesterday coach was asking who cant go for the match with unity on the 19th.
i said i was not sure and tat freak of nature was like"then u dont go lor,juss rite left six person"
she said it so relaxingly tat i became mad.
like i was not important???
well,maybe i AM not important but so wad?
if not because of the tournament i wouldnt have stayed in bball coz there were not enough people!!!
if i dont come for training,she will keep nagging.
if i come for training,she would act as if i am nothing and ignore wadever i hav to say.
i cant stand her treatment manx!
many times i wanted to scream at her and her husband,
but of course i couldnt!
wtf!
i hate this cca!!!!!!!!
not jus the coaches,i don really like my team mates too,and even some of my seniors.
but then i hate the coaches more.....
i jus wanna scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY B'DAY MOM!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-02T19:40:00.002+08:00

training was tough on wednesday so im scared to go tmr.
i kept missing baskets lor...
can see tat a lot people angry wiv me =(
*sigh* why cant my life be better?????
i want to quit bball but don dare
i jus wonder sometimes why i am such a coward..................

2008-11-29T21:56:00.002+08:00

with 2 of my cousins peeking ,i ,have NO privacy at all.damn it.
but at least they dont know much english > <
haha,im so bad!!!!
went to tampines and bought a pj[which i am wearing right now],two books and 2 pen.
when i sat in the car,
i realised [coz i was staring out of the window,thinking.]tat i am so blessed with such wise AND good parents.a cute brother[now,this is the first time i said in front of people tat my bro is cute],gd frens and nice 'jie'' mei's...oh ,and aunts,uncles and cousins...oh gosh!how i love all of them!!!!
i wan to think about them now so i hav courage to do lots of things[like going to training].....pls ,i hope this will help....
OMG.i-am-being-so-retarded

2008-11-28T16:15:00.002+08:00

i din go for training today.
i vomitted and till now,i still dont know why my knee still hurts.
if i don go training nxt monday,which obviously i cant,i am damn sure i would gain at least a kg.
see if i dont.
and for pete's sake,can someone tell me wads wrong with this com????
its so blurry at sometimes ...
im gonna get annoyed sooner or later >.<

2008-11-27T17:18:00.002+08:00

i did a stupid thing today.
>
i was struggling to unwind my earphone so as to listen to my mp3.
there was a cup of coffee on the table which i made so that i can drink while reading a book and also -duh-listen to mp3.
i almost finished unwinding tat earphone when suddenly i heard a pop sound and i noticed some drops of coffee splashing out from the cup.
i realised tat one side of the earphone dropped into the coffee.
i reacted only after a few seconds went by.
lucky me tat the earphone was not spoiled......
BUT MY COFFEE!!!!!!!!!
so i had to remake another cup.....
so sad =( the coffee was wasted......

anyway,yesterday i trained halfway then i nvr join already coz i dont know why my knee suddenly pain when i run.
some people think i was acting and spreaded the rumour.
to think i thought highly of her last time.
no wonder some people hate her.
i am scared to go training tmr.
but alas.*sigh* i still hafta.
until now my knee still hurts even when i walk.
i dont why and i wonder how am i gonna survive tmr's training.
dont suggest going to the doctors' coz first,
money,
secondly,
i don want to.
but thanks shan yen for lending me your ankle guard!lov ya!
also,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!!though it was yesterday....
i cant change the font size.
why ar?

2008-11-24T15:20:00.003+08:00

my fat brother is nagging now.
these few days in msia is ....pretty boring.
and now,its very difficult to type coz of that fatty.
and...YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
i drove a motorcycle in msia!!!
i drove to the streets and blah blah.
today training i aso quite scared but it seems that i worried too much.
i also rebonded my hair.
i WAS FORCED.

2008-11-12T14:26:00.003+08:00

oh wad the hell.
i hav to spend hours sitting in the bus tmr.
from spore to yongpeng and yongpeng to air tawar.
n its gonna be freaking boring i assume since there are no gals around the same age to be wiv me
argh
i'm gonna have a life harder then trainig in msia hearing some stupid music that the aldults there created
my bro gd lor
can stay home play com
while i?
suffering under the 'cruel' hands of my grandparents,aunties and uncles.
ARGH!!!!!!!
also,i officially announce PRAIZEL as my new god sister!!!!
oh yeah,HAPPY B'DAY IN ADVANCE PRAIZEL!!!
i won't be in here to wish u gd luck tat day....
*sigh*

2008-11-10T15:36:00.002+08:00

i reallly wish that training would be like today everyday lorr......
its so slack coz it rained the whole morning till noon >.o
i din hav to do so much oz i vomited.
then thursday i goin bak to m'sia
my grandfather sick ...... =(
and tis laptop is like damn hot sinc it was switched on since a few hours ago...

2008-11-08T13:19:00.002+08:00

yesterday was soo tirin!!!
altogether in one trainin,i used up 5 plasters.
my toe nail was like coming out n i don dare to touch it.
then i went ti the 'breathe'blah blah held in padang.
got a free t-shirt yay!!![cheapo -_-]
it was borin coz the queue was always long.
i wonder who went yesterday too....
i wanted to find a familiar face but i jus cant find one...